:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

:::"It can't rain all the time...":::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

I fell into you last night
Your beauty and resistance
Laid you bare to my affectations
I didn't see your warning sign
Until I'd made that irreparable turn
Now we lie silent and fragile
Are you wishing you were something else?...
Turning away would be so simple
Had you not a soul to cry out
Your tears are a liquid plea
For someone, somewhere to make
That ultimate decision
I tried to be that for you
But my desperation and your blindness
Were our stumbling blocks
On the path to each other
And so I swim the starlit atmosphere
Tonight...alone
You, like the brilliance of the Sun
I, like the melancholy of the Moon
That eternal sunset path which is ours
I am doomed to follow you forever
But never to touch...
I'll reach out forever, in love
I'll hold you with my eyes
Until the day the Sun and the Moon
Collide...
What do you do
That makes me feel vindicated
That makes me feel augmented
Wrapped up inside you
Like the warmest woolen coat
Soft, and slow as honey
Gentle against the grain of my skin
And oh so careful with my tender part
My delicate swollen heart
Keeping the rhythm inside of me
Timed and perfect
In tune with my inequity
And with your smooth laughter
Like fat raindrops on the pane
Wet, the window of my soul
In the fog there, I write your name
Finger-letters in the mist...

:::Warring hearts:::

by: the NightCrawler

the wicked games
of warring hearts

rolling down like the pouring rain
to we server their only victims

too quickly we fall
as the pain splashes around us

not too ready love
too easy to hurt

strangers to days of comfort
lost between the spaces of happiness

comfort of our tears
carries on the promises of joy

to maybe a brighter tomorrow
wild eyed to promises of the fruits of smiles

no promise will fate make
but the promise of change...

and that waves of laughter are waiting
and love can be a day light away

:::Patience:::

By: Lotus Fey

When the lightening crashes and the sky ignites
I hear the thunders toll calling out my life
It screams to me of lost innocence
Of the child inside, fighting to begin
along that road
Can you wait... will you see
If this is a love that is meant to be
can you hold on... can you wait.
Can you find the patience to open the gate
When the rain comes down around our heads
washing away the pain I felt
It screams to me of love that's been lost
Of the kid down deep, struggling to hold... to keep
Can you wait... will you see
If this is a love that is meant to be
can you hold on... will you wait...
Can you find the patients to hold open the gate
Oh baby all we need is that moment in time...
patience...(whispered back ground)
a flicker of light in the darkness of our minds
patience...
times lost ticking in the beat of our hearts
patience
release all the worries and allow it to start
Can you wait... will you see
If this is a love that is meant to be
can you hold on... will you wait...
Can you find the patients to hold open the gate
When the rain has cleared and light dances in our eyes
Can we hold on to what we fought to hide
can you see loves light shining through...
and will we embrace what is me and you?
Can you wait... will you see
If this is a love that is meant to be
can you hold on... will you wait...
Can you find the patients to hold open the gate
Can you wait... can you wait

:::Untitled:::

by: Apocrypha

everything is black and it all rolls away
everything is dark and it all rolls away
everything is crumbling as it all falls away
everything is black and it all falls in
everything is dark and it all crawls in
everything is collapsing as it all turns in
everything is simple
in its complicated rhythm
everything makes sense
in its non-snsicality
everything is rational
because it is without reason.
we are waiting on the edge like eagles
like martyrs about to fall
we are waiting on the edge
of reason.
we are waiting for the warnings
of a storm.
any storm.
any storm.
with fire, with lightning.
with blood and with fire.
we are waiting for the storm.
(we don't care which one)
we are waiting for it to tear us back again
to pull us back in again
bring us back in again
we don't care how or when.
we are waiting for it to collapse in on us
again.
everything is black and it all rolls away
in the waiting for the warning of
the waiting for the warning of
the warning of the storm
everything is black and it all crawls in.

:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

fear me if you cannot love
you who know nothing of stillness
wrapping yourself in clattering anonymity
i want to splinter your selfish perversity
break you into shards of shock
i will make you see my face
through the cloudy mist of deceptive truth...
i can smell the reek of innocence
twining itself into your brazen curls
i am the essence of nothing at all
shredding your dismal facade
exposing the rhinestone-sequined reality of you
the rage is shallow and paltry to me
feeding the satisfaction of flinging filth
twisted inside i'm no more than you
writhing in you
breathing you
loathing and lustful and swallowing it all
gulping the pollution of your seductive inequity
you make me want to tear out my eyes
and worse...
you make me love it

:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

What is beauty
It pales, next to the fiery topaz embers
That hold the place for your eyes
Beauty is an abstract concept
Far and removed
Adored from beneath a sly gaze
Across an endless room
You are warmth and breath
Blood in motion
Completely tangible
Shivering pulse beneath my fingertips
I breathe you deeply
Your scent of completion
And those liquid eyes
Star sapphires under the moon
Beauty falls to ruin in a glance
Love dissolves, friendship melts
You stand alone in the oblivion
A solid solution
Created of everything
Part of nothing
You are the culmination
Of every emotion
I could ever concede
You are passion with breath

:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

I stand naked to the light
Reflected and sharp
Watching the face in the mirror
A demons wrath flickers
Stabbing from the emerald depths
Of my eyes
Our eyes
Like a pane of misty glass
It warps the vision of you
Nosferatu of the soul
Drink from my spirit
Know my secret desire
Know the beauty of yourself
Tear down my facade
This broken, gritty smile
For I am the Queen of Walls
And you are given leave
To lay siege upon my fortress
Facing you
Facing my mirror
My eyes cut through the glass
Like only diamonds can
Silently screaming
Begging...Desiring
For you to give birth
To the possibility of me...

:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

you think you know me well
there's more to me than breath and inebriation
there are stains on my sheets that you'll never wash out
you can't see the light that stabs my eyes
(am i dark to you?)
the road is a mass of infection and deflection
we're squirming in the innocence of ignorance
we wash our feet in nuclear sewage (and ask)
what the fuck is that SMELL?
(doesn't matter anyway
just spray some potpourri and keep the window shut)
cover it up
cover it up
don't let it out
it bites
hopping through the illusion of sterility
(insanity?)
sharp and distilled is the wine of self-deceit
the hollow people crave this vintage
lapping it with nonchalance from public toilets
(brushing their teeth vigorously before and after
of course)
looks like syrup
feels like syrup
smells like syrup
tastes like shit
irony is a bitter taste
but pleasant in contrast
to apathy

:::Untitled:::

By: ~*~Rhiannon~*~

So many melodies swirling within me
I can't sort out the confusion
And I cannot name my chaotic song
I've been trying to find it forever
Kneeling in a lost shadow strewn with paper smiles
The beauty of you pouring out in splashes
An incessant chord weaving through me
Your illumination darkens my ocean of presence...
Watching you from inside the malleble storm
Tossing stones into my mirror
I do not want to shatter me
Before I've broken into you
And wept at the last painted sunset
Seen through your stained glass perception
A rainbow in a garden of sorrow
I want to embrace your marble features
The unyielding stony daybreak
Buffered by blown kisses of a velvet tomorrow
I'm thrown somewhere in between
Your exquisite touch and my lacerated illusions
Unwilling to swim, I sink into the future
Set adrift within your secret longings
A verse with an ending, once more...